Posted blankly on a side street
Puffing loosey cigarette I bummed from a friend
See I been looking for a reason to step out
And waiting on a season without doubt
I stand looking at you while inhaling a toxin
You grace everyones eyes conversational Moshpit
I feel unconvincing as I make you chuckle
But I'm so damn underwhelming that you fake rebuttal
Then I convince myself it is t worth it
And slump head back to bed, alone, how I'm deserved
And it's a lonely cycle
And I know it's fabricated. But I'm waiting till I'm strong enough to break it

Oh my god I'm so fucked up
This world is shaking I'm undone
This milestone of tainted youth
This tragic comedy ensues

The next thing, who the duck is this
I can't breathe and whistle stuck open
I'll suck steam and find another place
How it seems like I'm choking
Saturated from a night sweat
Minus the truth plus facts is how the lie went
Everything will be fine
But why am I the guy who's stuck wholly grimed and left lying
In a puddle of the word I said. Black
Mixing up with all I never will. Stacked
In the muddle we can break the bland
Ticking clocks that keep our mo meant still, sham

I'll take a bit of oxygen
And breathe until my lungs collapse
Rebellion will never do
I'll never really talk to you

Trucks blasting horns that leave man adorned
in an anxiou form and a dead man's conscious
often left in black holes with bad intent
and bereft of soul and act mindless
chasing aptitude and hearing blisters
leaving mom and pop and little sister
who am I?
thats a damn good question
who am I?
just listen to what your left with

Man i used to handle cigarettes with longing lungs
but now woke from the minute that i wheeze and rung
another towel filled with phlegm and a pint of blood
a struggle everybosy has but then I flake from love
sober living but my open heart is bathed in drugs
and taking words from every orifice and bleed my tongue
you wish for happiness and respite from an evil one
i wish for something better than what I erased and hung

Scoff at oppression like and ancient slave
but im born into my privelege i comes with name
i only wantd to be worth more than pennies and nickels
but i indulged my bitterness left cold and sickle

Oh my god I'm so fucked up
This world is shaking I'm undone
This milestone of tainted youth
This tragic comedy ensues