brought you in no fear of agony
a fifth of Hennessy a block noose, waiting tragedy
believed in fate free will was the illusion
stone cold something stiff rigor neck contusion
that's a bruisin' wrist cuts never choosing
spit blood in the mud my face cowled in delusion
that's it a long road from the worry and the grief
held chief the belief there could never be a better me
but there's a better me fuck there better be
I didn't rise from this gut wrench for a fuckin' C
I didn’t rise from this gut wrench for average
I didn’t kill the old kid on just a bad trip
I didn't stop acting for years on just a waste of time
I didn't blow off my friends to never change your mind
but it's never worth it if it isn’t hard
this match was always perfect but i was caught off guard

it's never taught to us when we're kids
if there is joy there is sorrow and that's some truthful shit
I broke barriers wherever I could
but shone stress and vexing hexes call this lady a pud
call this woman a fool and empty shells in the flesh
this empty shell sizzles cool and still the scalding is fresh
studying thesauruses to make her proud.
i saw her bloodied in the forest with no one around
except me. and her
knife sheathed. rage cured
my pain and agony it melts away inside of me
the warmth of her embrace the complexities of monotony
I regret what I said I didn't know my place
I was young and so foolish to spit into her face
this blood pact that I share with the pen
this heart racked with the choices that my hands will defend
and my voice is a monster and my words are the blades
and her life is my essence I can never abstain
the cold broth and talk soft is over and I'm over it
truth is all I want to speak a moment as a soloist
this woman she has scorned me as I've scorned her as well
but she keeps my soul warm and that's a thing you cant sell
for she is art beauty essence and the reason for heart
and anyone who fell with her are always caught off guard