Blacked out in the street once
brainf black when the beat jump
took a corner, hit a speed bump
cashing out my tab and acting it with stees bruh
cold water like an acme commercial
rap against the norm coming back full circle
alone and so goof, steve urkel
lap napkins and boxed wine, tear jerker
smear smirks of elite with my voice
but my own voice can kill the frown of my choice
and the crown on the ground that i leave and annoint
as the captain of the ship when my stregth cant hoist
the next bar to success
feeling llike I'm a dumb ked
whos living in delusion that he is better
sans success
but who wants to hear it coming from a weird kid
knowing hes a failure know he's a real threat
and where's his mind gone,
ans when the time comes
he'll take your ear by storm
and change your whole view and change the whole world
respect reciprocates now its time to pay up
M Deep on the top no paper
but it hasnt really been yet
and I'm not postitive it will
untill then this is all I know
so Imma fore it down your throat like a pill

I close my eyes and watch the world wash over me
a goofy kid withouty a future he can gaurentee
and if the final straws a note and a noose
just feel obliged to miss my funeral if you missed my youth
A stifled gaze at the jpeg of a lost one
the kind i gave up on, too hot for the long run
and i feel terrible just how I set you loose
just feel obliged to miss my funeral if you missed my youth

stationed by door
drink in hand, the place abhor
Feel empty the shakes are more
and more fequent need a new thing for the weekend
minus everything minus myself
minus the last action failure minus my health
and trying for stealth but honesty's a bitch
truth hurts man, so does beauty and fibs
what a world when a man is a patsy
falling for anyone anything theat they're after
mixed up in laughter worryed about the habits
worried about my mind making up these actions
maybs crazed and unpaid maybs never get laid
bruv, a couple pictures of the last thing I did
will take the brath from your body and the air from your ribs
and I'm ariting my sins born into it
but the true nature of evil never settles in
and captaining the brain blasdt raps again
oh crap its that deep cat acting and
hes so lonely but so cool
hes so angry yet so fool
and so mental, and forgetful
and regretful, and not so sentimental